For my only two tumblr friends, probably the only two besides, my family, and josh that can understand me or have most of my trust….
I am upset.
“We are smashed men, still moving.
We’ve tried everything in the book.
No stranger, to failure, death with a steady heartbeat.
Scratching into any surface it wants.
Joy and beauty rejected so many times.
A world of hurt, a heart of false hope.”
And here is why: (all messages sent to her phone, she deleted all the sent ones. I would have never expected or stumbled on this until she asked for my facebook and myspace pass. And im only sharing this with you two and joe so far cause i dont want to get stranded in VA by some bitch who can’t make up her god damn mind and needs Rebounds like a fucking pro basketball player.)
From: Not Kyute
1. “Im just pissed off at a lot of things right now, sorry I’m taking it out on you” - Nov 10 - a couple days before me and jaz started going out.
2. “Awesome! I love you” -nov 13- i think the day she first came up to my house or the day before.
3. “Ok and I love you for haven alcohol lol” -nov 13
4. “Fine I love you for being you”- nov 13
5. “Ok love you…”- nov 13
——a txt from me —Applesauce— “bout to go on a b ride, our all that’s been on my mind babe lol i feel like a little kid” nov 13
——back to Not Kyute aka Mark—-
6. “Why are you afraid of me?” nov 13
7. “I really like you and wish that you could trust that.” - nov 13
8. “Why baby make a decision”- nov 13
9. “Please”- nov 13
10. “Baby!!”- nov 14 12:02 am
11. “just say yes” - nov 14
12. “but i can’t stop thinking about you”- nov 14
13. “You’re perfect”- nov 14
14. “you’re everything I want”- nov 14
15. “Why don’t you want to have my babies?” - nov 14
16. “If not now when? And why do you want an open relationship?” - nov 14
17. “What do you mean? You should have taken me. Do you even remember what we talked about?”- nov 14
18. “Oh. I wish you would feel different about me”- nov 14
19. “Would you ever fall in love with me??”- nov 14
20. “Do u love me?” - nov 14
21. “You lied to me you trust me so you let me fuck you without a condom. I heard you’re like that with everyone”- nov 15
22. “And your a bitch fuck you good bye”- nov 15
23. “By the way my ex was better than you were”- nov 15
24. “I don’t need to there are girls waitin on me honey to bad you had to be a bitch” - nov 15.
25. “What’s that like 20 for you” -nov 15
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Heres me again: “And i will, ima pick you up and set you down on my cock lol.”- nov 16.
“Aww baby your makin me red in front of joey. I fucking love you “
Me and her talked about sex we can do and shit after she took my fucking virginity. Now if there is one thing im pissed about its ive held that shit since i was 10 just to get fucked over. I mean i wouldn’t even know about these txts if she didn’t latch onto the fucking past man. This is fucking crazy. Doubling on me, making me a competition? She didn’t drive all the way to md for me, she drove all the way to forget and piss off this mark guy. Fuck that. Anyways….more txts
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Back to mark——aka Not Kyute—
26. “I thought you wanted to why did you act like that the other night?” -nov 16
27. “Sorry I’m an ass but i don’t like to share and that what you want so…” -nov 16——-RED FLAG ON THE SHARING
——His buddy txts her—EL——
“Go to his house. He dont wanna say but he need you tonite”
804-908-7337 <——-oh yea, i drifted from drama in the past but here it comes baby, back in action….
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BACK TO MARK—-
“OK and you got mad and fucked some dude in MD 2 weeks after we started talking. So why cant we stop doin shit like this. I want a relationship”
I HAVE TO GO PICK HER UP FROM CLASS WISH ME LUCK
